Forever 

I know this will die with me

I know this is nonsense

but why are you still here?

why won't you go away?

why are you everywhere?

I know I am being insane

dysfunctional, delusional

and I keep it to myself

it just hurts me, and sickens me

and nobody cares

Forever incomplete?

Forever sclerotic?

Forever future in the past?

Forever?

Ulysses A.